I'm back!

日本回来了。

心事满足的，也很感恩能和父母一起去我最喜欢的国家走走。其中一个心愿也达成了。

回到了房间，看到了惊喜，他为我们的房间打扫得干干净净的，墙上也多了我们的合照，都是我们的回忆。好感动，亲爱的，你还是那么的用心。

谢谢你。

我也想和你走遍天下，

我也想和你一起做义工变富有，

我想和你一起健健康康。

想和你一直幸福下去。

＜3

You are back, dear!!

Baby, Welcome back!!!!!

LOVE!

想念一个人

今天星期日。7点多我就爬起身了，因为我要去跑步，因为我要完成我的目标，因为我要在50天内跑完200公里，因为我要健健康康，因为我要努力为我和你的未来加油，因为我很想你。

亲爱的，刚才我跑完后，我很乖哦！我泡了milo，还自己做早餐来吃！嘻嘻！宝贝，我好笨哦，那个harsh brown 我只是放进微波炉弄热就拿来吃了，也不懂熟不熟啦 哈哈！可是我吃的很满足！然后啊，我就吸尘、抹地、抹桌子、抹梳妆台。。天啊宝贝，怎么你的梳子都是头发啊？哈哈 然后我就一边洗袜子（7双耶天！），一边听周杰伦的歌，满脑子都是你。过后又去洗衣服、收衣服、折衣服。。现在才忙完了 哈哈 宝贝，我愿意以后都做家务，只要能让我们都舒服，我都愿意！

喔喔，还有，昨天我下班后，我去慈济当义工。昨天是捐血运动，我在地铁站做宣导，邀请路人一起捐血救人做好事。虽然烟霾很严重，可是不要担心，我们都有戴口罩 呵呵。最后，我也捐了血，感觉很好。亲爱的，我喜欢付出。富有和有钱是不同等级的，我的钱刚好够用而已，但我还不错富有的。我觉得一个人富有，不是因为他拥有得多，可是可以付出。一点点也好，都是人性善良的表现。我喜欢我自己这样！

嗯，现在有点累 哈哈！在想，怎么宝贝没有回复我信息？一定在用心感受你日本娘家的风土人情吧？我好希望有一天，可以和你一起回去九洲.. 及其他地方！最喜欢你这个伴侣了 (^_^)

嗯，好想念你。。。真的好想。。。

我的计划里面有你！

我看完了宝贝写的东西。觉得好骄傲，我的女朋友好有型好优秀啊！也很欣慰，因为我讲的话可以让你有被关怀被爱的感觉。亲爱的，我是多么的幸运啊！此时的我，想着在京都的你，在做着什么吃着什么。。以后，我都要你陪我畅游日本这个我们都喜爱的国家！答应我，好吗？

今天早上，我去跑步跑了五公里，好舒服呀。下着雨，我在篮球场上跑了四五十圈，在第五公里停了。那种达到目标的感觉，尤其是用了体力流了大汗后的感觉，实在是好满足。我答应自己，要在50天内跑200公里！希望你会支持我，宝贝！

接下来的计划，就是在你还没回来之前，把照片洗出来，然后贴上我们的墙壁 嘻嘻。。希望你喜欢！

想念你啦，林佩纹！（≧∇≦）

亲爱的

亲爱的，

如果你看到这些文字的话，我可能已经在飞机上了。。。

原来独自个儿离开的那个人真的会比较不舍。我开始想念你了。。。

这一次的旅行 不单单是玩， 而是一个从心找回那年最快乐的我，那消失一段日子的我。

回来后，心也应该完整了。想做的事情还有很多，我会很积极的一件一件去实现，虽说中途可能有些障碍，但绝不放弃！

谢谢你，成就了这一个个的决定，是你推了我一把让我有勇气，放弃不该拥有的，然后去找回最快乐得自己。 

等我回来，我还会 是你最棒的女朋友！

爱你。

就这样，带着父母出走啦！

距离3年了，我又即将回到我的梦想都市 九洲。

然而，最进有点彷徨，彷徨着旅行回来，工作怎办呢？

不想回到旧公司，因为不想因为那份薪水而回到以往同样的问题。我讨厌等待，但新的工作第二次面试需要等两个星期才知是否成功。我很喜欢它的工作范围，因为十分明确，而且也能发挥，这次没有不确定，而真心觉得是间很棒的公司，希望能如愿的在哪上班！日本回来后希望得到好消息，然后十月就能开始发动引擎从心出发！加油！

心态决定一切！自由不是做自己想做的事，而是放下自己互相做的事！

那在还没开始工作之前，还有些事必须去做：

1） 带父母去一趟回想之旅 （checked)

2) 多运动 （每星期至少一次）

3） 多看书

4）通过慈济做善事（日本一回来报名慈济医疗志愿工）

5）English public speaking （多去了解市面上的课程，适合的才去上）

6) Uni girl gathering （31/10)

 

记得，这一段时间，好好调整心态，充裕时间读书，多见见人，然后从心出发！

 愿望；等一开始有新工作，开始助养一名儿童^_^

亲爱的，对不起，这一次又自己出走啦〜

但还是要谢谢你，成就了我。没有你，可能我不会有那么多勇敢正确的决定。。。爱你太多，但有时却不尽然的把坏心情给了你。。。让你担心。有时突然的坏心情不知为了什么，就是那么的怪，说来就来，但我会慢慢地改正的，只想把最好的爱给我爱的人。

这一次的出走目的， 找回最快乐时光的那一年的自己，把正能量吸回来，然后回来后再一次回到那从满活力的林佩纹！

等我回来啊〜＜3

Losing a part in me tonight....feeling hurt.my heart still trembles once thinking of you....

26/9/2013 (Thursday)

好不容易平复了心情，带着还肿着的眼睛，决定写下我们之间六年的故事。

你出世不到50天，就把你从泰国带回家了，我想这是缘分。从那时起，我就已经把你当成是我生命里不能失去的东西了。

还记得中三的我，有了你之后，家人都说我变了，变的不那么孤僻，话也多了，人也开朗了。我想这是爱狗如痴的我有了你的改变吧。

曾经，曾经。。。多么担心，是否有一天，你会不告而别，曾经曾经。。。想着想着，过后告诉自己那是不可能发生的。。。曾经曾经，你就在我旁边靠着我，又有了一个想法，你会不会就这样走了，我会怎么办？？想着想着，说服自己自己想太多了，你还那么活泼，不会那么快就离开的。

一直幻想着，有那么一天，等我结婚了，你会陪着我直到那一天。我一直是这样祈祷着的。。。

今晚，8。30分，我在马六甲的宿舍看戏看到一半，很莫名的，房间的停电了。不到五分钟，电源就恢复了。过后，意想不到的消息就收到了。这是不是老天给我的暗示？？我想冷静，我忍着不哭，但想到明天回到家就见不到了，再也见不到了。。。眼泪就这样释放了。

对于一些人，狗还是一条狗。但在我心中，你已经比任何东西更重要了。失去你，等于失去六年来生命的一部分，很重要的部分。。。

我不爱哭，就这一次，告诉自己，哭一哭就好了，明天还要继续工作，我想我需要很长很长的时间去接受这个事实。

我想，我再也不要在有任何狗了。。。第三次，我不想拥有了，却又失去的感觉再次重现。我很痛，真的很痛。。。记得，好好走。我答应你，过了今晚，搽干了眼泪，就不哭了。一路好走，你永远在我心中最重要的位置。

珍惜当下，人生没得等。

Dear Taylor,

I love you,good boy.

What's ahead you?

When what's ahead you seem so blur.Why not take a step back from reality and live in the moment?Think back,what did we wished for back then.

Life...

生老病死，不再是一个顺序。

短短两个星期，我看见了很多，也感受到了亲人的爱。

从刚出生就插了很多管的31天的婴儿，到91岁脑中风的老婆婆，病魔并没有放过任何年龄的人，再也不能说年龄是本钱的话了。

庆幸的是，他们身边都有着担心他们的家人陪伴照顾，虽然看了有点心酸，可是当他们的家人很感激你的时候，我试问自己，还能为他们多做什么呢？

珍惜生命，珍惜健康，珍惜现在拥有的吧。

Life is short,live life once.Live it alive,not just a live. With Love.

2013 July ,new challenge begins in a beautiful historical state,Penang.

Well,do you believe the "law of attraction"? When you believe in something and work on it together with some positive mindset,anything could comes into real.Yes,I tried and it happened quite a few times on me.amazing huh?:)

This year summer is a really big different for me.As usual like previous 2years, no doubt, i will be out of Malaysia and go for my wild intuition.Time flies,my final year 6weeks OPD will be started soon the day after tonight,well what will it be,I totally have no idea,but I believe with a strong positive joyful minds,it could be a fun one! So,it doesn't really matter where you go, I believe I will still meeting a bunch of new cool friends in a year time:) Be honest to yourself and do not live under others' expectation,you will have lots of fun.Again,life is short, why so serious when it is time for fun!keep going~

Go go,be grateful and enjoy!

Notification!

sorrey guys,this blog is STOP being use anymore ....no more new updated news from me!!!BYE.

I'm still Slowly adjusting back to my usual life...Arr~three more weeks i'm gonna step into my second year life.What could it be?I dont have much idea and think better don't had!as things go around will come around..This is not a Big deal thou...(the way so comforting but it usually won't workouts!)

Find out one interesting fact ;
Do you believe when you tell yourself hardly and truly you want something(maybe it would took you a day or even a year),when you prayed hard ,it will end up make your "dream"comes true?!!

Yes..I believe in when someone sending a  positive giveaway,some positive feedback will come to you eventually,someday!I experienced once(or even more than that but i didn't relieved that:P),but i won't tell what was that...heheXD

Anyway,keep believing in life could bring you unexpected things...shout out loud ,when you've lucked out!!!^^

JoooIIII

Think...im having Seoul withdrawal syndrome after the program...feeling down even thinking back of every single day and night we had in korea...

Arr...this is a very long holiday,i missed my friends and all the school days.just wanna em to have a pack and wonderful year ahead 2012!!life is not being study hard...i need more,more than that!

So,trying to draw out a long year plan for next semester...hopefully,i can get rid of those bored and tiring life and lets enjoy my second year Uni life!!Without aspiration,i'm nothing thou please dont be such a lazy bugs again.!Buck up and do something now!

Make ya life more than that...an make it different abit...Aww~

Last week staying in korea?What will going to happen next?!!!

Frankly,I fell in love in everything in Korea .so far,from what I've seen,it is pretty much better than M'sia!!Its a truth though...The first thing is the study environment (soooo comfortable),the subway (totally different with our KTM),and also the safely measure here!!I don have to worry about my safety even came back in the midnight to the dorm or walking alone at the night!:)It impressed me..So sad being a Malaysian but I talk about good things of other country here...sorrey about that,but this APLprogramme really open my eye to the world today and learnt a lotsa things here!

Opportunity is what we need the most ...An APL fren of mine told me(10years older than me) that no matter what u do,don be hestitate,but Just do it !Partially is for your happiness and make sure that u wont be regret in the end of ur life.Yet,it must be senseful thing anyhow.^It really makes sense and I bet my life must be turn something special or different from others one day~

Last 3weeks in Korea,I was very enjoyed with the people I met here and of course the experiences that I gained from this programme!It is truly awesome like no words can decribe it anyway...

Japan is my next target!!!I will go for it one day sooon!!!:D :D

A bad day:(

6/7/2011,Im sick and had a fever during my class...sorrey for the prof,I fell asleep in front of u,and u saod that U wont mind so because u said that u more concern about my health:)haha..so cute prof:D

Thanks to everyone for the pills,caring,and the liang teh at the moment I need them the most...Sincerely..
What more I can say,you make me feel warmer inside !

7/7/2011,I intentionly skip the whole day class...cause I think my fever might return again and better for me to take some rest in the dorm,although I really dont want to miss any class here~Summore,we will having a test on International Re;ationship tommoro as well...OMG can actually express everything!!!!

Wish me LUCK then:D

Orientation day--campus tour---B-boyz concert....

wee~I got to say Its an awesome day!!!the whole day is like keep having fun and laughing...I actually did realised something quite unique in Korea.

1.The food are nice but the portion is considered BIG for Malaysian,indeed.(I always cnt finish my food):P

2.Korean ppl like to walk...and thats why they are so healhty...I think I have to train more and do more exercise one day,yeap maybe:)hehe

3.korean ppl,I mean mostly they don really speak other language other than Korean,so its quite difficult for me to communicate with the shopper or promoter there,luckily I got my roomate~:D

Im going to explore more n more in this 1month...I have to say,It gonna to be awesome!Trust me>>>

Good nitez,peeps~

Finally,after 9hours of flight..Im here in SEoul!!!

Im coming back to post something out~hwhw:P

Finally ,I got myself n landed on Incheon Aiport safely on 30/6 at 10am..we took a airport Liminous bus and all the way heading to KU which is the Korea University..and after meeting the the korean ppl named Grace and Serena,a korean handsome guy lead us to our dorm which is Anam Hall2...

Our luggage is pretty heavy and the sad thing is we have to carry all the way to our dorm as there is quite a lot of slope here...we are the 1st arrived so I can actually choosing my bed .hehe.anyway,Korean ppl are nice and helpful,so far what I have seen:)wee


I have tried some of the local foods here,It cost us roughly about 5000won each meal....The size of meal is quite large like 1 can be shared by two~

So,2moro will be ur Orientation day..and Im ready to meet the new people from different country...Yeah,got to sleep early tonight~so,tata..^^




P/S:Good nitez in Korean sound like "Chai Zha" in mandarine!hehe...

I got myself 200000Won!!!

   Gonna spend it wisely...

8more days down...

The flight has been set on 29 June at 11.25pm and v will reach at korea at7.05am in the next morning as what I have been told...Wow, 8more days !!Feel like wanna sing a song for myself,*It a final counts down*~~(then I totally forgot the whole last part):P Well,I may say it could be the best thing in my 18years life and again nothing could be better than this ,perhaps!!!

To me,
This would be my first time take flight,(Sad Thing huh??)
This would be the first time visit Korea but not for the travelling purposes,
This would be also my first time to be staying in the dorm in KU with foreigners(angmo) but not malay,
sound amusing huh?!!


Yet,all of these is still a mystery for me,guess I will dedicate myself to being confidence , fearless and definately, full with a happy heart.
Yeah~^